Life was really good for a while. We were expecting another child and I was thinking about taking some time off to spend with the family. Maybe a vacation would be a good idea. I was working so much.
But sometimes good ideas come to late.
I couldn’t believe it was Evan’s time. Nooo, nooo, noo, it just can’t be. Not my Evan. I can’t live without him.
So, I begged Grim for his life. “Please don’t take him, we love him so much and can’t live without him.”
Luckily, Grim saw things my way and allowed Evan just a little more time.
I decided then and there it was time to take some time off of work. No more putting it off. Who knows how much time we have left.
So, I took a relaxing bath to celebrate our life together.
And I decided to take a pregnancy test. Turns out I have some good news!!
Are you ready to hear my news Evan? So here is the thing, I am pregnant again. We are going to have a little Noo Boo!!!
Evan is really happy he is going to be a dad again. He is such a good father to Caleb. I just know he will enjoy being a dad to this little noo boo. All this excitement was wearing on me. I need some sleep.
Unfortunately Evans time on this earth was not long because the Grim Reaper showed up the next night and we had to say goodbye to Evan.
Caleb came rushing in to see what was going on and saw his dad laying on the floor. He was so upset.
I was devastated. How in the world was I going to get through this pregnancy, through this life without Evan?
Eating and sleeping became very difficult for everyone in the house. Me and Caleb were both very sad. I tried to comfort Caleb as much as possible but I was in my own little world of misery.
I don’t know how we are going to cope but somehow we have to make it through the day. Just one day at a time.